Life’s…. like that!

Shouldn’t I be happy that my friends are rapidly climbing the ladder of success? Am I jealous? No. I really am not. Then why am I feeling so lousy? Is it because I am disappointed at my own inability to achieve what they have? Partly.

But I think there’s a bigger reason for this. That I wasn’t given half the opportunities that others were given to prove their mettle. That if I were in their place, I probably would have done at least as much as them, if not more.

Or maybe I don’t deserve it. Maybe I’m just making excuses for my own incompetence. Maybe…

My Masters Thesis budget is $2,970,924!!!