Moments of Doubt
January 21st, 2008 by galadriel
The darkness settles down all around. Outside is a haze of cars and buses flying by. The phone rings, but you are certain that if you answer it you will burst out crying. A dozen IMs waiting, you cease to bother. Almost as if life doesn’t make a difference to you. You look at the clock. Almost 5.15. Does time really matter? When everything you’ve worked for in the last 2 years is nothing but a colossal waste of it? You question your own credibility. Your confidence lies shattered to smithereens in some desolate corner of your mind. All you need now is closure. Deliverance.
- Posted in life's...general
January 22nd, 2008 at 7:47 am
You are not doing a PhD or post doctoral research are you?
January 22nd, 2008 at 12:04 pm
nothing’s a waste of time, sweetheart!
and don’t worry… life has a way of sorting itself out. there will be closure.
January 22nd, 2008 at 12:30 pm
Nothing is ever wasted, and you’re always better off than you were 2 years ago.
Unless you’re an addict of some sort. Then you’re fucked.
January 22nd, 2008 at 6:55 pm
Plain homesick; or something else entirely?
Cheer up babes, tomorrow is another day.
January 22nd, 2008 at 7:21 pm
@Morpheus:Not a PhD but I’m in grad school certainly.. And this is about my Masters thesis!
@rayshma:thanks babe..you’re a star!
@SEV:I certainly hope so!
@alice:Reference above.. Thanks a lot!
January 23rd, 2008 at 11:23 am
i’m glad u didn’t say rockstar; coz that conjures up images of a misplaced bipasha basu in HDKG singing “i’m a rockstar” at her own engagement… hehehe!
January 28th, 2008 at 1:41 pm
Advice you may not want to hear: If things aren’t working out, just get out with an M.Eng. Don’t quit without trying, of course, but don’t screw your happiness and your health because of it.